I feel sad
Last nite was two of my colleagues’ wedding reception. One Japanese and one Malaysian from Kuching. What a lovely couple! Makes me envy! Heh. But that’s not the reason why I feel sad. For some reason, I just do.
During the daytime, my boss, Nakata san asked me when was my last day. And so I told him, and he started to frown and asked me to stay. Then during the wedding reception, he approached me again and asked me to stay in front of other Japanese colleagues. Why Why Why Why!!! Then after that, the big group of Japanese and some of their wives adjourned to Nikko Hotel for some after drinks, me inclusive. Again he told me that he won’t let me leave. It’s so sweet that he wanted me to stay so much.
One of my managers also asked me again to consider carefully whether I really want to let go the chance to work for a Singaporean retailer…
I’m so torn. I really like Nakata san and I do get worried the new PA is not gonna help him much, as he’s still new and he does need someone experienced. I do consider staying back..I really do. And I also would love to work for a Singaporean retailer because I don’t think teaching is my cup of tea anymore…Maybe I have to disappoint my new employer in the end…oh I don’t know…Why is this happening to me? 
May 5th, 2007 at 6:55 am
I know it seems the toughest moment now, but follow your heart, it will lead you through. Good luck, girl~